Feeling Blue Without My Children

Well, it's me again, the one who is always complaining about how unruly her children are and how I always need a break. I can't even write this because of the tears flowing down my face. I miss my kids so much!! I miss them and I can't wait for them to be home again. I don't know what to do about so much time on my hands. I am immobilized it seems and I want to play Guitar Hero with them and do the things that make me crazy. I hope they are having a good time at camp and that they know how much I love them. If they go on missions, they would be out at the same time, which would mean that I wouldn't see them for years. I don't know if I could handle that. I did get some alone time with Tom last night which was so much fun. We went to dinner at a Sushi Bar and then we went to the movies and saw "Hancock". It was really good. It didn't get that good of reviews and I was pleasantly surprised how much I liked the movie. It is funny and if it has Will Smith in it you know that his movies are pretty good. We then came home and spent some time with Max. He is just like a child, although he doesn't speak our language. I try to speak his, but he doesn't seem to like it. I am trying to teach him to say "I love you". He said it the other day, kind of. He know the words "walk" and "ride". He goes to the back door whenever we say those words. He is so cute. So, today I have to do some chores and I will be pining over my two beautiful kids that I love so much.